Dec. 30, 2013
Dec. 25th was a good day. I enjoyed getting finishing up Santa's work and even got in a 4 mile run. I had fun opening presents with my daughter. Got her ready, made coffee and waited for her dad to pick up... Yes, not the best scenario for any child, but that is life right now. I am now in AZ... resting, retooling and making decisions.
One decision hit me to on fb and I knew that I would do this one thing.... will let you know when it is accomplished.
Just like I wanted daisies and opened up to have the most wonderful flowers ever, I received flowers that were more beautiful then I could imagine. By the time I am 50, I will have everything that has been lost and more!!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you that the next half of my life is going to be even better than the first.
Continue the journey with me unto my 50's. The best is yet to come (2016).
Monday, December 30, 2013
Saturday, December 21, 2013
12-21-13
I did not get daisies, but I received flowers, actually hydrangeas. The lesson was to believe and receive and then let it come to you. So I wanted flowers, thought I wanted daisies, but let it go that I just wanted flowers. Actually the day I received, a friend posted a pictures of flowers on fb and then a quote I read include the phrase, "Stop today and smell the flowers."
I went to the Burlsworth Walk-On Awards 12-9-13. Low attendance because of all the snow and ice. At the end of the event, I noticed that a woman was getting the beautiful white hydrangeas out of the vases and putting them into wet newspaper. I asked if I could have a bunch and she said,"Oh yes because these are just going to be thrown away."
Took them home and put in my vase that already had water in it because I was waiting with anticipation. The next day talked to a guys who said that he saw the awards on the news and the camera panned on the flowers on the table. He mentioned that the flowers were beautiful and I just smiled and told him my flower story!!!!
What do you want.... believe it, receive it, give thanks for it and let the rest happen as it should!!!! It will be worth the wait.
I could not have picked more beautiful flowers even if I tried!!!
6-30-14
I finally got my daisies in early June... A whole hillside of them!!!! Wait and what you want and need will come to you when you least expect it.
I did not get daisies, but I received flowers, actually hydrangeas. The lesson was to believe and receive and then let it come to you. So I wanted flowers, thought I wanted daisies, but let it go that I just wanted flowers. Actually the day I received, a friend posted a pictures of flowers on fb and then a quote I read include the phrase, "Stop today and smell the flowers."
I went to the Burlsworth Walk-On Awards 12-9-13. Low attendance because of all the snow and ice. At the end of the event, I noticed that a woman was getting the beautiful white hydrangeas out of the vases and putting them into wet newspaper. I asked if I could have a bunch and she said,"Oh yes because these are just going to be thrown away."
Took them home and put in my vase that already had water in it because I was waiting with anticipation. The next day talked to a guys who said that he saw the awards on the news and the camera panned on the flowers on the table. He mentioned that the flowers were beautiful and I just smiled and told him my flower story!!!!
What do you want.... believe it, receive it, give thanks for it and let the rest happen as it should!!!! It will be worth the wait.
I could not have picked more beautiful flowers even if I tried!!!
6-30-14
I finally got my daisies in early June... A whole hillside of them!!!! Wait and what you want and need will come to you when you least expect it.
Friday, December 6, 2013
Monday, November 25, 2013
11-25-13
Today has been an interesting day. Emotions have ebbed and flowed. I am feeling very grateful tonight for being aware that I am a very blessed woman. I have an incredible daughter who is so sincere and unique. She is a strong personality who has original thoughts. I am decorating for Christmas in anticipation of such a wonderful, peaceful, exciting season.
I have been fortunate to know several things this year of 2013:
1. Enjoying the moment
2. Letting go..
3. Crashing into a kind, beautiful man who even if for a while, helped me experience true romance and desire.
4. Developing friendships with such wonderful woman of integrity.
5. Participating in such fun times.
6. Trusting that the universe will restore finances that one so depleted.
7. Loving such a lovely, beautiful, and intelligent daughter.
8. Leading such a fantastic, smart, and creative faculty at HES
9. Appreciating a wonderful extended family.
10. Learning to love regardless of the circumstance of absolute ugliness.
This journey is worth every step!
Excited about my daisies!!!!
Today has been an interesting day. Emotions have ebbed and flowed. I am feeling very grateful tonight for being aware that I am a very blessed woman. I have an incredible daughter who is so sincere and unique. She is a strong personality who has original thoughts. I am decorating for Christmas in anticipation of such a wonderful, peaceful, exciting season.
I have been fortunate to know several things this year of 2013:
1. Enjoying the moment
2. Letting go..
3. Crashing into a kind, beautiful man who even if for a while, helped me experience true romance and desire.
4. Developing friendships with such wonderful woman of integrity.
5. Participating in such fun times.
6. Trusting that the universe will restore finances that one so depleted.
7. Loving such a lovely, beautiful, and intelligent daughter.
8. Leading such a fantastic, smart, and creative faculty at HES
9. Appreciating a wonderful extended family.
10. Learning to love regardless of the circumstance of absolute ugliness.
This journey is worth every step!
Excited about my daisies!!!!
Friday, November 22, 2013
11-22-13
Believe in the messages that resonate with you.
Jesus calling today: Leave outcomes up to Me. Follow Me wherever I lead, without worrying about how it will all turn out. Think of your life as an adventure, with Me as your Guide and Companion. Live in the now, concentrating on staying in step with Me. When our path leads to a cliff, be willing to climb it with My help. When we come to a resting place, take time to be refreshed in My Presence. Enjoy the rhythm of life lived close to Me.
You already know the ultimate destination of your journey: your entrance into heaven. So keep your focus on the path just before you, leaving outcomes up to Me.
Believe in the messages that resonate with you.
Jesus calling today: Leave outcomes up to Me. Follow Me wherever I lead, without worrying about how it will all turn out. Think of your life as an adventure, with Me as your Guide and Companion. Live in the now, concentrating on staying in step with Me. When our path leads to a cliff, be willing to climb it with My help. When we come to a resting place, take time to be refreshed in My Presence. Enjoy the rhythm of life lived close to Me.
You already know the ultimate destination of your journey: your entrance into heaven. So keep your focus on the path just before you, leaving outcomes up to Me.
11-22-13
Why do people make commitments that they cannot see through. A promise is a promise no matter how small...
Dr. Seuss knew, didn't he... In the words of my friend, "Sometimes you have to brave the storm to get a closer look."
May my heart not fail me again in matters of love. I am excited for the future... I want to choose carefully. I have a great daughter who deserves that best that I can give her in all areas of my life. May she experience the love of a kind man.
Why do people make commitments that they cannot see through. A promise is a promise no matter how small...
Dr. Seuss knew, didn't he... In the words of my friend, "Sometimes you have to brave the storm to get a closer look."
May my heart not fail me again in matters of love. I am excited for the future... I want to choose carefully. I have a great daughter who deserves that best that I can give her in all areas of my life. May she experience the love of a kind man.
Tuesday, November 19, 2013
11-19-13
I learned today that you have to listen to where you are going. You will get there, but be willing to change what you have planned into what comes along that feels right.
Here's to a happy, fulfilled day!!

Why? So that you can be ready for the next phase of your story. It is going to be good!!!! I am so grateful for this moment. It is a good moment that I will treasure forever!!
I learned today that you have to listen to where you are going. You will get there, but be willing to change what you have planned into what comes along that feels right.
Here's to a happy, fulfilled day!!
Why? So that you can be ready for the next phase of your story. It is going to be good!!!! I am so grateful for this moment. It is a good moment that I will treasure forever!!
Monday, November 18, 2013
11-18-13
Just read, "When life give you lemons, make lemonade." What if it is a whole truck load of lemons?? I guess go into the lemonade business!!
Trying to make sense of divorce is like trying to understand the tornado that just leveled a town in Illinios... There is not making sense. It happened... is happening... I didn't want it to happen, but here we are.. and the devastation is intense.
But, the sun will shine again and you will start to rebuild in a way that you never forget the storm that so easily tried to destroy your life. You do not; however, let that storm stop you from being happy to be alive and ready for the next step.
Today is going to be a great day. I will be back tomorrow morning to chronicle how it was the best day ever... I ask for all the miracles to look upon me today. Help me see with fresh eyes and heart how to give.
Just read, "When life give you lemons, make lemonade." What if it is a whole truck load of lemons?? I guess go into the lemonade business!!
Trying to make sense of divorce is like trying to understand the tornado that just leveled a town in Illinios... There is not making sense. It happened... is happening... I didn't want it to happen, but here we are.. and the devastation is intense.
But, the sun will shine again and you will start to rebuild in a way that you never forget the storm that so easily tried to destroy your life. You do not; however, let that storm stop you from being happy to be alive and ready for the next step.
Today is going to be a great day. I will be back tomorrow morning to chronicle how it was the best day ever... I ask for all the miracles to look upon me today. Help me see with fresh eyes and heart how to give.
Sunday, November 10, 2013
11-10-13
Tonight was tough... How can someone be so self centered that they do not realized that they blew their biggest opportunity to show a young lady that she was his treasure. Instead she had to settle playing second fiddle to someone else. How heart breaking. How could anyone be with such a self centered person. Because that is what narcissistic people do.. They cannot be alone and they reel you in with their charm, then when they are finished with you, the spit you out. Thank you universe for helping all those who find themselves in this kind of relationship.
Tonight was tough... How can someone be so self centered that they do not realized that they blew their biggest opportunity to show a young lady that she was his treasure. Instead she had to settle playing second fiddle to someone else. How heart breaking. How could anyone be with such a self centered person. Because that is what narcissistic people do.. They cannot be alone and they reel you in with their charm, then when they are finished with you, the spit you out. Thank you universe for helping all those who find themselves in this kind of relationship.
Sunday, October 27, 2013
Thursday, October 17, 2013
10/17/13
Today is going to be an exciting day. I had wanted to go somewhere tonight but had another event planned. Tried to get out of it but couldn't. I am now going to the event that I wanted to go to because the universe provided for the circumstances to work out and I did not have to force anything. Lesson: Trust that you are exactly where you need to be, give love, and things will work out the way that they need to work out!!! I am excited about the possibilities of this day!
Today is going to be an exciting day. I had wanted to go somewhere tonight but had another event planned. Tried to get out of it but couldn't. I am now going to the event that I wanted to go to because the universe provided for the circumstances to work out and I did not have to force anything. Lesson: Trust that you are exactly where you need to be, give love, and things will work out the way that they need to work out!!! I am excited about the possibilities of this day!
Saturday, October 12, 2013
Sunday, September 22, 2013
9-21-13
So it is the first day of fall and the weather has been breath taking the last few days. Simply gorgeous. Weekends are still hard because I have many things that I ponder, but come up with no answers. All in the time, I know the more calm universe voice tells me. I do believe that when doors are shut, no one but God can open. So you continue to move forward knowing that in time all will make sense.
So it is the first day of fall and the weather has been breath taking the last few days. Simply gorgeous. Weekends are still hard because I have many things that I ponder, but come up with no answers. All in the time, I know the more calm universe voice tells me. I do believe that when doors are shut, no one but God can open. So you continue to move forward knowing that in time all will make sense.
Monday, September 2, 2013
9-2-2013
So a friend that I emailed today suggested that I write a book called, "So, he left me a year ago on our Anniversary." I think this blog can serve as fodder. I am in a good spot, not the one I want to be in because I do believe that marriage is for life, a commitment to honor. But, you cannot control another person.. you can make only yourself happy... So, there is a new agreement that I will make for myself and who I chose to be with in the future.
So a friend that I emailed today suggested that I write a book called, "So, he left me a year ago on our Anniversary." I think this blog can serve as fodder. I am in a good spot, not the one I want to be in because I do believe that marriage is for life, a commitment to honor. But, you cannot control another person.. you can make only yourself happy... So, there is a new agreement that I will make for myself and who I chose to be with in the future.
9-2-13
Happy Labor Day!!!
Very soon I will be unmarried... I have pondered this for the last year since my husband left on the night before our Anniversary and called the next day to say he was not coming home. He states on the divorce paperwork that it was August 9... but checked with my journal and it was night of 11th and 12th.
That is neither here nor there... I am closing one journey only to open a brand new one. I am excited about the future and look forward to the many wonderful experiences ahead on my journey to 50!!! I will look back when I am 50 as I had stated earlier and say, "Everything that God does is done well."
The notice was in the paper yesterday and my friend posted this.... was so perfect for the moment:
Happy Labor Day!!!
Very soon I will be unmarried... I have pondered this for the last year since my husband left on the night before our Anniversary and called the next day to say he was not coming home. He states on the divorce paperwork that it was August 9... but checked with my journal and it was night of 11th and 12th.
That is neither here nor there... I am closing one journey only to open a brand new one. I am excited about the future and look forward to the many wonderful experiences ahead on my journey to 50!!! I will look back when I am 50 as I had stated earlier and say, "Everything that God does is done well."
The notice was in the paper yesterday and my friend posted this.... was so perfect for the moment:
Wednesday, July 10, 2013
Tuesday, July 9, 2013
Sunday, June 16, 2013
Sunday, June 9, 2013
June 9, 2013
I am not a writer in any stretch of the imagination. But I know how to read and have enjoyed posting words that have been crafted so beautifully. This morning as I was meandering on the web, I stumbled upon such a wonderful treasure of words. The following is from someone that has such a giving heart (His blog is Ockham's Toothbrush). I needed to hear these words today.
I am not a writer in any stretch of the imagination. But I know how to read and have enjoyed posting words that have been crafted so beautifully. This morning as I was meandering on the web, I stumbled upon such a wonderful treasure of words. The following is from someone that has such a giving heart (His blog is Ockham's Toothbrush). I needed to hear these words today.
A Thousand Words
AUTHOR'S NOTE: They say a picture is worth
a thousand words. Because of rain, I did not have a camera when the following
took place, so this will have to do. At the traditional exchange rate, you're
actually getting a little bit of a bargain. Just take my word for
it.
I glanced at the sky. The gap between the sun and clouds had grown, and the storm was skipping gleefully to another part of the park. It looked like the old man would be right.
But the cauldron gurgled again, spat, and then, suddenly, roared. It spewed a stream of boiling water high into the sky, right on time. The geyser threw steam into the arc of the double rainbow, an orange, glowing cloud.
Liking what it saw, the sun threw back its head and laughed, and the rainbow brightened, hardened, and crystallized into a perfect semi-circle of ruby, amber, garnet, emerald, sapphire, and amethyst. Even as the geyser reached its zenith, the wind diminished to a breath and the raindrops ceased, the sky flashed one last time and the storm chuckled its approval, crackling lightning down behind the glittering arch.
July 11, 2012
For two days the clouds had just teased us; playful giants garbed in gauzy lace, crouching on our horizon, dodging or outrunning us as we sped across the salt flats of Utah. In Salt Lake City they taunted us with a puff of cool breath in our faces as they peered over mountainous hiding places, like they were contemplating a dazzling display of sound and fury. However, as we put the Great Salt Lake into our rearview mirror and headed into Idaho, they abandoned us, as if a vacationing family of four was beneath their interest.
For two days the clouds had just teased us; playful giants garbed in gauzy lace, crouching on our horizon, dodging or outrunning us as we sped across the salt flats of Utah. In Salt Lake City they taunted us with a puff of cool breath in our faces as they peered over mountainous hiding places, like they were contemplating a dazzling display of sound and fury. However, as we put the Great Salt Lake into our rearview mirror and headed into Idaho, they abandoned us, as if a vacationing family of four was beneath their interest.
But as we pulled into Yellowstone, the clouds gathered
themselves and pounced, stabbing the ground with fluorescent blades and roaring
their pleasure with a deep and throaty chuckle. A stiff, cold wind hissed in
the pines and spattering raindrops chased us into our room in the Old Faithful
Inn.
Before we even started to settle in and admire the rustic
redwood paneling of our room, we dashed to the window and threw it open to watch
the trees kowtow to the wind and listen to the growl of thunder. From our
second story room we could see steam rising from across Upper Geyser Basin as
each fountain waited for its turn to impress the park guests, but these
geothermal wonders were unable to hold our attention against the gathering
storm.
The Old Faithful Geyser is different from any of its
brothers. Its eruptions can be predicted to within fifteen minutes, as opposed
to several hours, days, or in some cases, years. The park rangers told us that
Old Faithful used to be even more predictable, but a couple of earthquakes over
the last century caused it to mellow a bit, no longer sticking to so strict a
timetable. As the storm intensified outside, a thought germinated inside my
mind…what would it be like to watch Old Faithful erupt in the middle of a
thunderstorm? I find ideas like this difficult to ignore and it wasn’t long
before the idea blossomed into action. I pulled on my coat and announced I was
going outside.
“What?!” My younger daughter Meredith was incredulous.
Anneka, my sixteen-year-old, regarded me warily, as if my sudden bout of
insanity might be a disease that could spread if I got too close. But my wife
Jenny seemed to understand, and almost expected it. “Have fun!” she laughed.
The raindrops crackled against my hood and stung my legs as
I walked the 100 yards or so to the viewing decks. Normally, the faux-wooden
structures are groaning under the weight of hundreds of park guest waiting to
view the latest eruption, but in the middle of the storm only a handful of us
were foolish enough to be there now.
The cauldron hissed and steamed and occasionally gurgled up
a splash of boiling water. The eruption could happen in a matter of minutes, or
delay as long as a half an hour. I could sense the rain starting to abate and I
feared that what I came to see, this symphony of storm and steam, would fail to
materialize. Sure enough, the wind began to die and the rain slackened even
more. It seemed the thunderheads had tantalized us with the promise of a
spectacular display, only to now impishly withdraw the offer.
But it turns out they had other things in mind. Like a
giantess daintily raising her skirt to step over a puddle, the clouds lifted off
the horizon, and the setting sun peeked shyly through. The small knot of people
gasped and cooed as a rainbow appeared, as if growing out of the cauldron itself
and arcing its way across the sky into the forest where pines waited with
outstretched arms to catch it. Gaining confidence, the setting sun smiled,
drenching the forests, the spectators, and the steam in orange as the rainbow's
hues deepened. Unable to contain its own brightness, another rainbow spawned
and began hovering over the first protectively.
Meanwhile, the cauldron frothed and bubbled, roaring,
hissing, subsiding, as if it had decided to pick up the game of hide-and-seek
that the storm had abandoned. The few of us huddled on the deck cheered, urged,
and groaned. We laughed and joked together, a tiny family brought together by
this potential masterpiece-in-process.
Old Faithful sputtered. "She's teasing us now," said an elderly gentleman in khaki shorts and a Yellowstone sweatshirt. "I bet the rainbows fade before she blows,"
Old Faithful sputtered. "She's teasing us now," said an elderly gentleman in khaki shorts and a Yellowstone sweatshirt. "I bet the rainbows fade before she blows,"
"It'd be amazing if they didn't though," a young father
with a child on his shoulders responded. We all murmured in agreement. We held
our breath, but the geyser only belched lazily.
I glanced at the sky. The gap between the sun and clouds had grown, and the storm was skipping gleefully to another part of the park. It looked like the old man would be right.
But the cauldron gurgled again, spat, and then, suddenly, roared. It spewed a stream of boiling water high into the sky, right on time. The geyser threw steam into the arc of the double rainbow, an orange, glowing cloud.
Liking what it saw, the sun threw back its head and laughed, and the rainbow brightened, hardened, and crystallized into a perfect semi-circle of ruby, amber, garnet, emerald, sapphire, and amethyst. Even as the geyser reached its zenith, the wind diminished to a breath and the raindrops ceased, the sky flashed one last time and the storm chuckled its approval, crackling lightning down behind the glittering arch.
“Can you believe it?” we all gushed. “The double
rainbow!...wasn’t it amazing?...The sunset!...The geyser!...then the
lightning!...”
It’s times like this I find it easy to believe in God. He
was palpable here, a master artist using every color in his palette and every
tool in his workshop, rolling up his sleeves for the sheer joy of creating
something beautiful yet ephemeral for the delight of his sons and
daughters.
Sometimes you just have to be willing to brave the storm
and take a closer look.
AUTHOR'S NOTE (AGAIN): No, I didn't make this up. If these 1000 words
aren't good enough and you really want to see a picture, go to this
link:http://www.flickr.com/photos/83252649@N04/7626482128/sizes/l/in/set-72157630704493958/
I'm the guy in the black coat to the right of the gentleman in the grey shirt.
Thank you to Matthew Gordon and flickr.com
I'm the guy in the black coat to the right of the gentleman in the grey shirt.
Thank you to Matthew Gordon and flickr.com
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7:43 PM
Sunday, June 2, 2013
June 2, 2013
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself a...nd not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Read this on Facebook today. Having this kind of closeness is the first part of love for the first few years. This is great, but what happens all to often is in year 15, 16, and 17... the couple stops laughing, stops crying, stops being interested, and essentiallly stops believing. What do you do? The question as was asked in a movie where the husband was on the verge of having an affair and the wife found out, "Do I cut and run or do I stay to find out if it was sex and a necklace, or love and a necklace?" The husband answers, "Oh, I have been a classic fool." The wife answers, "Yes, but you have also made the life I lead foolish too." What do you do? You forgive, try to find your way back and hope for finding each other in the hell that has been created by our human selfish natures. I recently asked a man who I have had little respect for if he regrets divorcing his wife and he said, "Not a day goes by that I don't regret this, but sometimes you just cannot find your way back."
For everyone in this situation, I hope you find your way back because the person who posted the passage above is essentially in the beginning of a second marriage... they will eventually experience the same issues as in the other marriage.
I think part of our purpose in relationships here on earth is to work out part of our hell here so that we can be ready for the true love that God so wants us to experience.
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself a...nd not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
Read this on Facebook today. Having this kind of closeness is the first part of love for the first few years. This is great, but what happens all to often is in year 15, 16, and 17... the couple stops laughing, stops crying, stops being interested, and essentiallly stops believing. What do you do? The question as was asked in a movie where the husband was on the verge of having an affair and the wife found out, "Do I cut and run or do I stay to find out if it was sex and a necklace, or love and a necklace?" The husband answers, "Oh, I have been a classic fool." The wife answers, "Yes, but you have also made the life I lead foolish too." What do you do? You forgive, try to find your way back and hope for finding each other in the hell that has been created by our human selfish natures. I recently asked a man who I have had little respect for if he regrets divorcing his wife and he said, "Not a day goes by that I don't regret this, but sometimes you just cannot find your way back."
For everyone in this situation, I hope you find your way back because the person who posted the passage above is essentially in the beginning of a second marriage... they will eventually experience the same issues as in the other marriage.
I think part of our purpose in relationships here on earth is to work out part of our hell here so that we can be ready for the true love that God so wants us to experience.
Monday, May 27, 2013
Sunday, May 12, 2013
Mother's Day

May 12, 2013
Nine months and Mother's Day. I am so fortunate to be a mother even at my age. I am considered an older mother but I do still feel young. My daughter is such a precious gift. She is smart, beautiful, athletic, empathetic, funny, interesting, and most of all she is lovely. I am blessed to be her mother and I learn from her everyday. My only hope is that life strengthens me to teach her the right path towards adulthood. It is a challenging time in her life. During these 9 months the Universe has provided the right people and experiences she has needed to transform into adulthood. I am truly grateful. I want her to be a well adjusted adult.
I am a blessed daughter to have such a wonderful
mother. Happy Mother's Day mom. Please say
a prayer for me in heaven.
Friday, April 12, 2013
4-12-13
Eight months and counting. Time passage indicates several things. Something possibly dying and then some wonderful beginning. Always a beginning and always ending such is life. The only thing we can be sure about is this moment in time. Remember the past, live in the present and embrace the future.
Eight months and counting. Time passage indicates several things. Something possibly dying and then some wonderful beginning. Always a beginning and always ending such is life. The only thing we can be sure about is this moment in time. Remember the past, live in the present and embrace the future.
Thursday, April 4, 2013
4-4-13
This statement is true regardless of how much you do not want it to be true. There comes a time..... I am in such a time that I am hopeful for the future, whatever it may bring. Live Happy!! Tomorrow I turn 48... 2 years before fifty. These two years will be the greatest time I have lived. I look forward to the challenge and to the journey.
This statement is true regardless of how much you do not want it to be true. There comes a time..... I am in such a time that I am hopeful for the future, whatever it may bring. Live Happy!! Tomorrow I turn 48... 2 years before fifty. These two years will be the greatest time I have lived. I look forward to the challenge and to the journey.
Saturday, March 30, 2013
3-30-13
Tomorrow is Easter and it is 7.5 months. In one more week, I will be 48, 2 years to fifty. I hope that as I continue in my journey that the my path is clear and my days are peaceful and happy. Sharing all of this with others particularly one.....only time will tell.
Here's to knowing that I am exactly where I need to be.
Thursday, March 28, 2013
3-28-13
This spoke to me this evening and renewed hope for all who travel through the purgatory of seperation. May your miracle come.
True Love Story

Happily ever after.
What woman doesn’t long for that kind of love story?
Maybe it’s because I grew up living only ten minutes from Disneyland, but my little girl’s heart couldn’t help looking for a true Prince to show up and bring a happy ending to my story.
Thankfully, he eventually arrived…a little later than I would’ve liked (I was twenty-six), but at least he finally found me! Because we were both older (he was thirty-two) we had the benefit of waiting and watching other couples around us and considering the kinds of chapters we hoped to include, or not to include, in our own story.
Oh, not that our story is perfect – we’ve encountered our own challenges – but there’s no doubt we’ve been enjoying a twenty-year passion and our love affair continues… (Our kids will attest to that!).
Okay, but what if you’ve gotten off to a bad start? What then?
Or, what if you’ve gotten off to a really bad start? Any hope there…?
YES.
In fact, can I share one of my favorite true love stories?
Some of our dearest friends (who’d been married for 17 years) called us a few years ago to let us know they were divorcing. The husband had moved out, was involved with another woman, and had arranged things with the divorce lawyer. He was done with the marriage and, more than that, done with his wife; his only regret was the damage to their young children.
These two were definitely on the last page of their tragic story. His wife was without hope and we had little to offer her – except the saving grace of God. So we prayed fervently for a miracle.
And it happened.
The Lord miraculously intervened and gave this wife another chance to love her husband and win him over. I can’t say it was quick or that it was easy, but it did come about. Today they are enjoying a fresh and new love. My friend even recently wrote that they were together in Paris and it was “like a second honeymoon” with him. C’est l’amour!
Don’t you love hearing stories like that one? (Way better than anything Disney could come up with!!)
So maybe you’ve had a rough beginning to your love story? The first few chapters haven’t played out the way you would have liked? Or maybe it’s the middle chapters which haven’t been going too well. Please don’t let rocky times determine the rest of your life.
By God’s grace, you can start writing something new in your story today.
How can I say that with such confidence? Because I’ve watched Him redeem a hopeless marriage right before my very eyes and seen Him restore 17 years of hurt and bitterness. I’ve known Him to heal the heart of a wife who had suffered the worst possible kind of abuse as a young girl and transform her into a loving wife and mother. And I’ve witnessed a man and a woman holding each other weeping as she forgave him…and he forgave her.
While this is probably my very favorite tale of love and forgiveness, it’s not an isolated incident. We can testify to many other restored relationships, healed by His redeeming love.
So if you’ve messed up, gone about it all wrong, then don’t lose heart. Tomorrow is another day and He is a God of new beginnings.
His compassions fail not ; His mercies are new every morning (Lam. 3:23-24).

(Photo courtesy of Erica Lynn Photography)
Our Redeemer can heal hearts and restore marriage.
I began writing this post with the intention of taking it in a somewhat different direction, but then felt pressed to share this instead. Maybe it’s for your sake, or maybe you have a friend (like I did) who needs a word of hope. If so, I offer this encouragement, as well as a willingness to fervently pray. Please, if you let me know of your need, I’d be glad to pray. And I wouldn’t be surprised if others who come here would willingly join in too.By His grace, Lisa Jacobson
Wednesday, March 27, 2013
3-27-13
So one of my high school friends posted this,
"Happy anniversary! Thank you for 23 years of love , laughter and 4 awesome kids! I love you to the moon and back! — "
I am so excited for them and I knew instantly that this is the kind of love that I want and that is a love of a lifetime....
Love
Laughter and
Children
I have parts of this, but the next chapter of my life will include all of this. I will say before I turn 50 that I have love, laughter and my beautiful daughter who feels love, laughter and a sense of peace.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
So one of my high school friends posted this,
"Happy anniversary! Thank you for 23 years of love , laughter and 4 awesome kids! I love you to the moon and back! — "
I am so excited for them and I knew instantly that this is the kind of love that I want and that is a love of a lifetime....
Love
Laughter and
Children
I have parts of this, but the next chapter of my life will include all of this. I will say before I turn 50 that I have love, laughter and my beautiful daughter who feels love, laughter and a sense of peace.
Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!
Tuesday, March 5, 2013
So haven't blogged in a while. Life is so busy right now and I really do need a break from the rollar coaster. Is there ever a time off of the rollar coaster? In the midst of all the craziness, I lost something and have been trying to get it back. The universe has been good to bring back other smaller things that I have lost, but this one involves someone elses free will. I hope to get it back, but only time will tell and I need to be grateful each and everyday for the blessings that are right in front of me.
I need to wait like in the "Horse Whisperer", when Robert Redford waits for hours for the hurt horse to come to him. Waiting is not easy because it seems that it will not happen and life continues to happen all around you while you wait. It is workth it in the end. I think so, I just get tired and want to speed the process, but if he had made a move, the horse would have gone away maybe for good. So waiting is the answer for now.
Turning 50 is about waiting for the right thing to be found so that it will take you into the next phase of your life. So, what do you want to find?
I need to wait like in the "Horse Whisperer", when Robert Redford waits for hours for the hurt horse to come to him. Waiting is not easy because it seems that it will not happen and life continues to happen all around you while you wait. It is workth it in the end. I think so, I just get tired and want to speed the process, but if he had made a move, the horse would have gone away maybe for good. So waiting is the answer for now.
Turning 50 is about waiting for the right thing to be found so that it will take you into the next phase of your life. So, what do you want to find?
Wednesday, January 23, 2013
1-23-13
I have been thinking about promises today and what makes us break those promises. It's fear and not knowing your self. Being able to be intimate with another is a scary thing because we often need their validation. But to be able to hold on to yourself and be intimate regardless of the reaction of another is true love. Only few find this. So when you vow, (a solemn promise one by which a person is bound to an act, service, or condition) to do something like marriage, be ready to experience the best and worse of all worlds.
Like this quote from the movie, "The Vow".
I had someone recently tell me that he regrets divorcing his wife of 20 plus years.. and when I asked him what happened, he said that he changed and basically lost his way back. To find a way back has got to be the greatest treasure of love and a marriage!
Monday, January 21, 2013
Asked for the right message for today and got it...
From The Secret Daily Teachings
So often when things change in our lives, we have such a resistance to the change. This is because when people see a big change appearing they are often fearful that it is something bad. But it is important to remember that when something big changes in our lives, it means something better is coming. There cannot be a vacuum in the Universe, and so as something moves out, something must come in and replace it. When change comes, relax, have total faith, and know that the change is ALL GOOD.
Something more magnificent is coming to you!
May the joy be with you,
Saturday, January 19, 2013
Sunday, January 13, 2013
1-13-13
50 is a time for reflection of decisions made throughout the journey. Decisions of work, places to live, marriage, and many more. Let's start with relationships... I like what I found at "Living Better at Fifty".. An article by Laura Petherbridge:
"Rights vs. responsibility. Today there is a tremendous focus on “it’s my right to be happy” rather than “it’s my responsibility to keep my vow.” When my aunt was in her late 20’s she had a stroke which caused her to be paralyzed on the left side of her body. My uncle could have left her claiming, “It’s my right to have the same woman I married.” But he didn’t. They had two children before the stroke, and it wasn’t easy to raise them afterwards, but he stuck by her side for more than 50 years. In 2007 I watched him grieve as they lowered her body into the grave. This is what the marriage vow, “for better or worse, sickness and in health” means"
I believe in following through with what you vow or promise you will do until there is no other option but to move on....
50 is a time for reflection of decisions made throughout the journey. Decisions of work, places to live, marriage, and many more. Let's start with relationships... I like what I found at "Living Better at Fifty".. An article by Laura Petherbridge:
"Rights vs. responsibility. Today there is a tremendous focus on “it’s my right to be happy” rather than “it’s my responsibility to keep my vow.” When my aunt was in her late 20’s she had a stroke which caused her to be paralyzed on the left side of her body. My uncle could have left her claiming, “It’s my right to have the same woman I married.” But he didn’t. They had two children before the stroke, and it wasn’t easy to raise them afterwards, but he stuck by her side for more than 50 years. In 2007 I watched him grieve as they lowered her body into the grave. This is what the marriage vow, “for better or worse, sickness and in health” means"
I believe in following through with what you vow or promise you will do until there is no other option but to move on....
Saturday, January 12, 2013

1-12-13
I have not posted for a few days. It has been busy. I am what most consider an "old" mama. I have a 12 year old and she has been sick with the flu. I know that in two years that I will be 50 and my gal will be 15. I am so thankful for my daughter. She is such a blessing and a wonderful, creative, and fun young lady. Despite all going on, I am so appreciate that God gave me such a priceless, beautiful, sweetheart to love my entire life.
Tuesday, January 8, 2013
1-8-13
So, message for the day is to be grateful for your future plans. Got this story today on FB from a young man who liked it. He is a gorgeous, sweet young 30 year old who is dating a drop-dead gorgeous woman. I was surprised that he liked this story. This story so represents what I am seeing in today's world. I am grateful for the thing that I am asking for because it is no less than a miracle as journey towards 50.
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’...t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. If you are not in a relationship now, remember this for the second (or third) time around. It's never too late.
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. ♥
So, message for the day is to be grateful for your future plans. Got this story today on FB from a young man who liked it. He is a gorgeous, sweet young 30 year old who is dating a drop-dead gorgeous woman. I was surprised that he liked this story. This story so represents what I am seeing in today's world. I am grateful for the thing that I am asking for because it is no less than a miracle as journey towards 50.
When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn’...t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?
I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.
The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.
In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.
This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.
I told Jane about my wife’s divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully.
My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.
Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.
Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore.
She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.
That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed -dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push through with the divorce.— At least, in the eyes of our son—- I’m a loving husband….
The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.
So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. If you are not in a relationship now, remember this for the second (or third) time around. It's never too late.
If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.
If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. ♥
Monday, January 7, 2013
1-7-13
Today has been a good day. Started out shakey with words and nonverbals that were less than pleasant, but the words of a first grader was a turning point when he said, "Mrs. M, do you know who needs a day off? "
My response, "No, who?"
"You do, because you are so gooooood," expressed the first grader excitedly!!! In the words of the young, my soul was refreshed. So thought for the day is when you face harshness, look away and find your silver lining (Stewart Little).
http://www.rhapsody.com/artist/various-artists/album/stuart-little-2/track/hold-on-to-the-good-things
Sunday, January 6, 2013
1-6-13
Today is all about listening for the messages that are there for you all throughout the day. The key is to listen because you may miss them if you get to caught up with the stresses of the day. Today, my message was remembering why I loved someone because I heard jazz music in a restaurant that I knew I was to go to for breakfast.
Messages are there for us everyday. All we have to do is find them.
Saturday, January 5, 2013
On Becoming 50...
I have two years before I am fifty and I was looking online for some other bloggers who were like me and low and behold, I could only find the 20 and 30 year old blogs. I could be wrong, but I am not sure that others my age are much on blogging like the younger generation. So, I decided to chronicle my journey to the half century mark online so that I may
1. Learn about myself
2. Figure out what I want the 2nd half of my life to be like
3. To help others particularly woman with their journey towards 50.
My bags are packed and onward I go....
1. Learn about myself
2. Figure out what I want the 2nd half of my life to be like
3. To help others particularly woman with their journey towards 50.
My bags are packed and onward I go....
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