So haven't blogged in a while.  Life is so busy right now and I really do need a break from the rollar coaster.  Is there ever a time off of the rollar coaster?  In the midst of all the craziness, I lost something and have been trying to get it back.  The universe has been good to bring back other smaller things that I have lost, but this one involves someone elses free will. I hope to get it back, but only time will tell and I need to be grateful each and everyday for the blessings that are right in front of me. 

I need to wait like in the "Horse Whisperer", when Robert Redford waits for hours for the hurt horse to come to him. Waiting is not easy because it seems that it will not happen and life continues to happen all around you while you wait. It is workth it in the end. I think so, I just get tired and want to speed the process, but if he had made a move, the horse would have gone away maybe for good. So waiting is the answer for now.

Turning 50 is about waiting for the right thing to be found so that it will take you into the next phase of your life. So, what do you want to find?