2-5-2014

Today is a great day... Learned by trial and error to unclog my bathroom sink.  Very excited when it is accomplished and everything is put back together and works.  Takes a while but I bet with practice, I could get faster.  That sounds like so many things.  The enemy to doing these things is time... that is why you save your money and hire a good handy man and or plumber.

2-4-14

Facebook created an interesting items today. They posted your highlights of your life since being on facebook.  I think this will be a lot like heaven.  I hope they will run a series of photos of the good and not the bad.  As I looked at the good over the last 6 years, I was happy and sad.  I was happy with the memories and sad that what I thought was my life, had ended and a new one has begun... so maybe happy, sad and then happy again.  I know that soon the last year and half will make sense.
I have enjoyed warm happy memories on a cold day!!

1-13-14

Yesterday, Sunday was a great day.  I could handle more than I thought I could.  Attitude is everything.  My daughter learned a huge lesson in not panicking and trusting that everything would work out.  We thought we left some things in Tulsa, OK only to find them at home.  But, we learned to calm ourselves in the midst of the storm and hold on to our peace (lesson learned) that no matter the outcome that life goes on and that things will work out.

I am excited about this year and how things are going to work out in many areas, but my job is to enjoy each day, just enjoy!! That is what I aspire in my 50's is to get up every morning and just walk through the day and just look forward to what the moment, the hour and the day may have in store. 

1-5-2014

Happy one year anniversary of writing FIRE... Wow, it has flown by.  I thought I would be in a much different spot today, but the one thing I know a year later is that God is still in Everything... and that you much trust him and go through life loving and forgiving others and handling the life lessons that come your way...

It is snowing today... What did I mark off my bucket list yesterday that was never on there in the first place... my closet door was stuck and it does not have a lock or screws on handle.  After twisting it and pounding on the door in frustration, I said a simple prayer for grace and knowledge.  Got on google and found some helpful info but nothing short of break down the door and replace.  So tried the hinges and those babies weren't budging.  Then thought about my WWD 40.. sprayed and got a knife to jimmy the lock back into the slot and low and behold, it opened.  Let's just say I have zebra duck tap holding the lock in place so I can at least shut the door...


Life is about getting through the mini dust storms that come your way.  If you will stay calm, the answers will come.

1-3-14
I want this year to be about next steps.... I want my daughter's next 4 years to be about love, family, fun and commitment.  I will be with someone who will never let me go (fever pitch)... This is going to be a great year of excitement!!!

Dec. 30, 2013

Dec. 25th was a good day.  I enjoyed getting finishing up Santa's work and even got in a 4 mile run.  I had fun opening presents with my daughter.  Got her ready, made coffee and waited for her dad to pick up... Yes, not the best scenario for any child, but that is life right now.  I am now in AZ... resting, retooling and making decisions. 

One decision hit me to on fb and I knew that I would do this one thing.... will let you know when it is accomplished.

Just like I wanted daisies and opened up to have the most wonderful flowers ever, I received flowers that were more beautiful then I could imagine.  By the time I am 50, I will have everything that has been lost and more!!!! Thank you, thank you, thank you that the next half of my life is going to be even better than the first.

12-21-13

December 25th in the morning is going to be the best day of my life!