Saturday, March 29, 2014

03-24-14

Today is going to be a great day.  Missing my daughter today.  She is away for a week with her father in what used to be our house in Queen Creek and now it is his.  Move forward, life goes on, it will get better, the best is yet to come... I know, but I just hate that things have to change from the dream that we created for our life.
3-29-14

So I faced the evil today of my situation and felt very calm despite the fact that my daughter wanted to come home.  I got to hug her and remind her that we cannot change other people but can only control ourselves.  Give love and it will come back to you.

I am trying to follow this same mantra.. It has been an interesting journey towards divorcing, yes I am divorcing a person who has such seduction and meanness all in the same breathe.   But, I am not to point fingers, but to be grateful for all that I have experienced that has led me to this place in time. 

All will make sense in time and again, I will say, "All that God does is done well."

Thank you, thank you, thank you for this moment in time.  I am exactly where I need to be!

Sunday, March 9, 2014

3-9-14

It's Sunday and I am busy cleaning out the old.  I have moments of sadness, frustration and the sinking feeling that I have been conned for 18 years.  Then I am reminded of whom I trust and who will take what another has taken and turn it around and bless me beyond my wildest dreams.  I am hopeful that the best is yet to come.  I am excited about next steps.  In the meantime, clean out the old and embrace the new for it will be the best!!!!

Friday, March 7, 2014

3-7-14
Today is going to be a great day.  I always come back to this statement.  Regardless of what the day brings, I try to reset every morning and look forward to the new adventure of the day.  The past two years have been a tough transition, but I have got to know that great things are ahead for my daughter and me.  I will have a soulmate (who will know that I am his) and I will experience a love that is better than anything I could ever imagine.  I want to experience this before leaving this Earth.  So every morning is a new day to have a great day and accomplish much.  Let's begin!!