9-21-13

So it is the first day of fall and the weather has been breath taking the last few days.  Simply gorgeous.  Weekends are still hard because I have many things that I ponder, but come up with no answers.  All in the time, I know the more calm universe voice tells me.  I do believe that when doors are shut, no one but God can open.  So you continue to move forward knowing that in time all will make sense.

9-2-2013

So a friend that I emailed today suggested that I write a book called, "So, he left me a year ago on our Anniversary."  I think this blog can serve as fodder.   I am in a good spot, not the one I want to be in because I do believe that marriage is for life, a commitment to honor.  But, you cannot control another person.. you can make only yourself happy... So, there is a new agreement that I will make for myself and who I chose to be with in the future.

9-2-13
Happy Labor Day!!!

Very soon I will be unmarried... I have pondered this for the last year since my husband left on the night before our Anniversary and called the next day to say he was not coming home.  He states on the divorce paperwork that it was August 9... but checked with my journal and it was night of 11th and 12th. 

That is neither here nor there... I am closing one journey only to open a brand new one.  I am excited about the future and look forward to the many wonderful experiences ahead on my journey to 50!!! I will look back when I am 50 as I had stated earlier and say, "Everything that God does is done well."

The notice was in the paper yesterday and my friend posted this....  was so perfect for the moment: